The joy of waiting.
I've never been the type to want a boyfriend/girlfriend or really go out looking for another person to share my life with. They say that when you're not looking is the time you'll get the most attention, but while that was true for a lot of people I never noticed. I guess if you're not looking, you also don't see the people chasing you until they stand boldly right in front of you.

I'm not the easiest person to put up with. I'm quiet, I'm reclusive, I barely understand myself and have some pretty weird views that could limit a relationship at times, My life doesn't make a pinch of sense and forced me to grow up early, and most people wouldn't understand how despite such hardship I'm still insanely happy and have made a huge success of myself, a network of reliable and disturbingly smart friends, and found one very important lover.

He's seen me at my best, worst, and fought threw everything just as hard to stay by my side. I love my boyfriend, my friends and family and wouldn't change a thing in the world.

I might grip about it, but this is the stuff that will make a fortune to write about later and it's made me that person that all these people love. I wouldn't change that for the world.