InsaneJournal

Current mood:

blah

You can't take my sanity, I already sold that.
Sat with my mom for three hours was really exhausting. I love her to death, but there are a few topics that I wish wouldn't come up when I was around her. My dad and the fact that he is actually cheating on her and can't afford to end the married by getting a divorce is definitely one of the top.
Trying to prove to her that she is a good parent and is able to be there for us and that she's in the hospital should not make her depressed and she will get better are all hard things to do on my own and takes a lot out of me. I am glad that I have people around me though since I don't think I'd be able to handle it otherwise, and really wish that talking to my mom didn't leave me so angry with my dad all the time.

I love my family, but that doesn't keep me from wanting to ring their necks every so often.

I hope tomorrow I can put this all behind me and go do some much needed shopping, though that's going to be hard with our oven now out of commission. What else can be broken this week?