| The snow is melted, but spring isn't hear yet. |
[19 Mar 2009|03:14pm] |
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We all feel obligated to do things.
To be the perfect daughter.
To be a dependable and trustworthy sister.
To be a respectable employee.
To be an honest friend.
I forget sometimes the happiness that motivates me to move ever forward. It's not for fans, for money, or fame that I strive, but for the love of the stories that I weave inside my head and the projects I mold within my hands that I want to someday have finished. Not for anyone else but myself. I forget this a lot and it makes me unhappy. I'm working on this.
Also, chapter 1 will be finished and uploaded monday to the website. YOU BETTER READ IT.
It's long, like long cat.
Also, for anyone visiting the site. Pllleeeaaaasssseeee say Hi to Mat. He is working hard at not crashing the website.
I also have a video that shows some of the campus for the college I'll be going to in the fall. It's so pretty! I'll be taking a ton of photos there and probably be called a freak for doing it, but who cares right? I got my first bill for first semester, and going to be broke trying to pay it off despite it being lower then I'd first image.
So, despite over working. I've made one of my axel weapons and already have the other cut out. Cut them both out of cardboard at the same time, though using a knife sometimes got me a poke in the leg. Jaymac is going to help me get some pasty/clay stuff to help even it out before I paint it. Same stuff he used for the staff. Everyone's impressed that I got it all cut in one piece though. Woot! Go me!
We're also re-trying dinner together tonight, since last date night he spend most of it complaining about the waiters leaving us for twenty minutes.
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