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[19 Feb 2009|11:11pm] |
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Back and more alive.
I've been very upset lately and stressed over pretty much everything. Work and career being the biggest that make me want to throw a water bottle at a few peoples heads.
Last night I broke down into tears from exhaustion and barely eating anything in three days and finally stress getting the better of me. I woke up Dad from a nap and got him to take me to the hospital, which is probably the last person I'd want around when I'm in any amount of pain, but I had Robyn texting me on the phone that made me feel a lot less alone. We left around 9:30pm and got back with me very drugged up at 2:40am. Though I'm feeling a lot better today and glad that I went since I can actually eat again without bursting into tears from the pain. Don't know what they gave me, just that it worked and I have a prescription to fill if it comes back.
Tomorrow I'm sending my transcripts out one last time with priority mail with a company I trust more then regular mail and with luck that will sort everything out. Apparently I don't need a portfolio for pre-animation and that is a huge load off my shoulders.
Just going to take it one day at a time.
For everyone I've gotten angry with, or seemed to cling to lately. I'm sorry. You're strength and perseverance with putting up with me being lame was greatly appreciated.
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