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[31 Jan 2009|08:35pm] |
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I'm so tired, but I have to go to work since I called in the last two days and don't have a good excuse except stress to get a doctors note for a third day. Seeing as I can't exactly walk to Omemee to get one, I'm stuck heading back to my coffee-flavored hell hole and to add to the day Dad's also no where to be found for a second night in a row so I get to take the bus. At least the muttering guy from the morning ride won't be there to leer at me.
I want to believe everything will be alright now. I want to believe these choices will make me happy, but right now I know I've let some people down by changing things around and that's unfair. I know they forgive me, but it still hurts to break a promise and I'm working so hard.
I hope work picks up for dad so I dont' have to worry about that too.
Anyway. Making my way to the snow now.
Night guys. Stay warm!
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