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[19 Jan 2009|07:55am] |
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So what has been going on in this funky life of mine lately? Not bloody much.
My sleep cycle is still completely out of whack and work is frustrating, greatly due to the fact that fellow employees are being retarded. Filed complaint with manager and store owner with a list created by the midnight staff with everything that employee did not do. Even I was surprised at some of the simpler tasks that were added that I hadn't thought to check and was certain EVERYONE was doing.
Like timing temperature of food to make sure it's not over cooked or too cold. How hard is that?
Enough of that.
Have drawn very little and slept a lot, mostly hanging out with the same two people every few days when my brain screams out that I need to socialize with my own species for a change. Uh, eating like crazy though still skinny as a twig and want to buy more of the side-kick awesome spaghetti to cook.
My girlfriend cheated on me, and I don't know where we stand in a relationship now because of it. Personally feeling that we were going to try and be friends and work back up to a relationship in march since we've mostly been talking online and I don't think that's a fair way to kow someone completely and still say 'I love you'. So maybe it wasn't exactly 'cheating', but my trust is certainly shaken a bit. Jaymac still loves me, though I can only imagine why when I only frustrate the hell out of him with my weird views of life and way of doing things. I like cuddling with him though while watching tv and movies. I just like cuddling people.
Going to submit resumes to the corner store and see if pizza pizza that the neighbors own need more people too.
I have so much to write and no will to do it now that people are waking up in my house. Slept through a few days this week. Met my dads girlfriend?...the girl he's seeing? I wasn't quite awake for that and took off to go to work an hour later and slept over at Jay's house to avoid any awkward morning meeting that as far as I can tell now didn't happen.
I'm just tired and bored. I want to talk to Mat and figure out what to do for school and more about this art grant that he found.
That's about it.
My curiosity is insanely high lately over everything and I want to go out and do something with my days off of work, but there's not much to do with winter still lounging around so probably going to play more Persona 4.
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