| Rounding down the night - Canada Day |
[Wednesday
July 1st, 2009
11:28am] |
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So to make life easier and try to convince the boys to stray from their regular perverted talk that will get them into trouble at some point I have adopted the 'Nerd Points' system with certain topics and questions that will provoke regular social and nerdy conversation between the group with reward of nerd points for good answers and knowledgeable responses.
Tonight is Canada Day and I'm kinda depressed that I can't go to Ottawa and party out this holiday with everyone there, instead I'm stuck at work making time and a half. It kinda works out.
About a week ago I came up with the subject of "Top Ten Villains' and recently added heroes, to the list of' tonight's discussion includes why you picked them and where the character game from. It could be a game, movie, book, etc. Open topic. If you guys are interested, I'll keep posting the topics here so that I can see your answers as well.
I can't post this on face book just yet, but since no one at work involved in the list system knows my journal and will get spoilers I can post it here.
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[Saturday
June 27th, 2009
1:05pm] |
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I'll gladly admit that for a long time my circle of friends, my relationship with Jason, and the world online have stood in and become a substitute for the supportive and considerate family that I both crave and needed.
And I really need a hug right now.
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| Alicein the house |
[Friday
June 26th, 2009
4:19am] |
I actually finished another page, but since nothing really happens on it and I mean at all I'm going to hold back on showing it to anyone. Well, except those few sneak and privileged people who are able to sneak a peak into my binder.
My computer is almost done except for one minor issue, which isn't the original issue that we first found and leaves me very curious to figure out what's going on now.
Listening to podcasts and playing restaurant city on facebook seems to be my new obsessions.
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[Wednesday
June 24th, 2009
12:57pm] |
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summer heat does not make packing easy
Started to collect boxes for the big move to Ottawa and packing. So far I only have one small box of books, which includes the varies Love Novels I've collected from people over the years and Wishbone. I love wishbone.
My boyfriend is picking up some more boxes after he gets some rest. Tried to sleep at my house and went to bed early without needing to sleep left him really tired and rolling about. Lucky for me I can sleep threw almost anything and am up and about.
It seems like I'm keeping my rabbit or no one wants to buy her/replied to my fathers add, that may or may not have ever been posted in the first place. So she'll be coming with me. I've managed to find the small fan hiding in the living room, though I only vaguely remember it being brought down there to keep everyone cool at the Pre-Anime North party. I thought I had brought it back upstairs. Anyway, that should help keep the computer room cool and make it easier to draw up here as well.
Excited to new computer The parts are on the way and I really can't wait. I want to play with PhotoshopCS and all the other cool things that will be put on for me and be relieved in knowing that this computer is mine and won't randomly have everything erased on me - unless by some horrible mistake of my own doing.
Ears I have a cut in both and a bump on the back of my head, which is making it really difficult to fall asleep. As far as the bump is concerned, I don't think I'll feel that after another day or so if I manage to go without hurting myself again. I actually banged it off the roof of the fridge at work when I stuck my head in to reach to the back rather then moving three large and heavy milk crates.
It's okay.
Comics <- Guess what I'm working on today. I feel like I drank milk sometime in the last while, which is making me feel wonky, but I really have good ideas for panels and want to get those up ASAP.
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[Tuesday
June 23rd, 2009
8:01am] |
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Sitting here eating ramen noodles and thinking. I'm the type of person that listens more then speaks, which leaves me being the mysterious character in the group that no one knows the deep details about.
I got my email from keenspace finally. Had to reapple threw my Gmail account, but I'll get my official password to the comic hosting site sometime between now and seven days due to how many people apply per day. I'm excited, but wondering how to advertise myself and how to get the rest of the pages I have u before I leave to Ottawa. >> People keep coming over on my days off or I sleep and don't have time to finish them, will hopefully get some time today while everyones watching television.
Ahoy hoy. Wish me luck.
Love and miss you.
Tashi
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[Saturday
June 20th, 2009
1:22pm] |
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I will survive. Plain and simple, for that is who I am. This world cannot push me down and I will find a way to squeeze threw no matter what stands in my way.
I have chapped lip a bit, fighting it. Running in and out of a freezer and into a warm kitchen isn't helping. Bryan is annoying me and being all flirty and stupid with my boyfriend, which is just a play thing I know, but still really stupid and I'm highly sensitive right now to our relationship and that distance and strain that's about to be thrust upon it. Bryan was just annoying Richard and me tonight regardless; being ridiculously slow and taking eight half hour breaks despite already being behind. Honestly, if your going to take a break make sure that your done everything or have time to finish it properly after and don't fuck up the rest of your team by not being around when we need you.
Our new cleaner gave everyone a ride home so I was able to sleep early, though passed out watching 'WorkOut' a show about a lesbian trying to continue her gym business while dealing with a difficult relationship and her homophobic-Christan mother. <- Aha. I find odd things. Woke up this being on.
Work is cutting me down to two shifts a week for some reason and I get to talk to Micheal about that tomorrow since I feel that's highly unfair. No word from keenspace which kind of troubles me since I want to put that all up now and get more people watching my comics so I have more urge to draw them. << I'm so impatient.
Today will be a good day. I'll make it so.
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[Wednesday
June 17th, 2009
8:41am] |
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I want to change the layout on 'The drop box' just to shut people up that don't use firefox. IE: MAT. >> Arrrrrrrrg. Do not have the brain power. Probably going to redo the whole thing because I have a preference for red now.
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[Tuesday
June 16th, 2009
11:59am] |
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Applied to have 'Alice' hosted on Keenspace, since it's the only comic I can keep up with right now and finish a page without a few days. <- coloring takes a lot out of a person.
Finished reading 'Night World' volume 2 and really want the third book. Maybe I can have Jay swing by the book story on Wednesday so I have pick it up? That's going to be our 'alone day' for just us to hang out and no friends to tag alone, and I soooooooooooooo need that time. I'm so annoyed with Brando and other friends being loud and obnoxious and arguing their own horror stories when I try to complain about work. I don't need to know you had it worse a few years ago, I'm having trouble now and while it's nice to hear went threw the same thing, trying to make yourself sound better then me while putting down my job is going to get you strangled.
I like my job. It's were I know I can go when everything else falls to shit and have people cheer me up by being the same old stupid selves, even if they annoying me sometimes. It's my get-away that I get paid to get-too. That's weird isn't it?
Yes, it's very weird.
I know I complain about my job, but the people make it worth it and I honestly think I'm good at what I do.
Oh. I finally got written up at work. Apparently two weeks ago we didn't have time to clean the doughnut display case. :P. Anyway, I was super upset at first but then I realized that it's the first time ever and I've been with the company a year, I can't really feel about that when a lot of people are getting written up weekly/monthly even.
How do you know if your a good employee or not? I mean, if you question it there's probably an issue. I work really hard, but I think I got my on the bosses bad side due to complaining about the old guy not being able to keep up with everyone [like everyone else did] and that false sexual harassment deal that turned out to be nothing except another employee over reacting due to lack of sleep and stress and apologizing to ME for it.
I want to have a header letter for my resume from my work, but I'm afraid to ask for it in case they give me a bad one. Maybe I'll stick with the people who promised to be a reference that I trust instead and go from there.
Hmmmmmmmmm. I'm sleepy.
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| Biohazard |
[Saturday
June 13th, 2009
9:03am] |
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I'm going to miss you so much.
My town. My home. My friends. My family.
Everyone.
But I'm going off on my own now and I hope you understand.
I'll never forget.
Your faces. Your voices. Your sweet words. Your memories.
I need to grow a little more and walk a little further, but I promise I will return. I'm not leaving - I'm just extending my world to other places and hopefully you can come join me sometimes on the new adventures? I hope you.
I won't forget you - So don't forget me and for god sakes come visit!
This isn't goodbye after all.
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[Wednesday
June 10th, 2009
10:40am] |
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This is what I'm doing right now....
while watching LISTENING to podcast.
About starwars.
BECAUSE I'VE BEEN AWAKE FOR FAR TOO LONG.
And somehow still procrastinating going downtown to mail off paper work
or sleep
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Also looking up KHR pictures.
And I'm thinking
"AWESOME"
LAWL.
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| Still Alive |
[Tuesday
June 9th, 2009
6:47am] |
Cramping and blotted, but still here alive and kicking. I get to mail off more forums for school today and then plan to search out either a preview of manga-studio program or start coloring pages for comic since I can't shade in black and white and Mat is taking forever
maybe upload some WIP when I finish closer to half.
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[Friday
May 29th, 2009
9:52pm] |
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Mom's still sick apparently, her kidney's are operating at 200 rather then the normal 60 for whatever the hell that is suppose to mean. I assuming anything other then normal function is bad since they are putting her on dialysis for two days. My aunt called and we talked for about fifteen minutes about random things - apparently my family wants to talk to me more often about everything and anything under the sun, which leads me to want to change my phone plan so that I can afford it.
Finished OSAP paper work and going to mail it when I get paid on Wednesday. Small paycheck is better then no paycheck.
Contemplating making a tiny comic of what I'm doing since I suck at updating - probably going to be more efficient when I go to college and start classes, but it might be interesting? I have to give my comic-partner a swift kick in the behind though the next time I talk to him and drag his ass back down to reality since he seems to be jutting off to trying to publish a comic when he hasn't toned or returned the first page.
I'm going to print off another comic and just do it myself in the meantime. I'm impatient.
First day back to work and I'm scared. I missed the boys and hope I can stay awake the full night without knocking myself out on the bus.
After con bullshit seems to have settled and I'm pretty happy and relatively de-stressing with a great help from my boyfriend and friends just letting me know they are there for hugs. I just hope I can convince my family to keep cleaning. clean at all
Apparently the basement flooded so things will be a mess in the living-room for a while and the washing machine is unplugged and I don't know how to fix that. Will ask dad in the morning.
Love you all
Miss you.
SPAM MY JOURNAL MORE AND LET ME KNOW YOUR ALIVE
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| Walkie Talkies |
[Wednesday
May 27th, 2009
4:59pm] |
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Between eight people and trying to keep everyone organized so that those without cellphones would be near those with them in case we had to get in contact with everyone - a overly large and loud convention space - and no one able to hear their phone go off at the best of time. I doubt this idea would work more effectively and am sick and tired of hearing new ways to get communication to work.
If I can't feel my phone vibrate, or hear it ring on the quietest tone. I'm not going to be able to hear ANYONE scream threw a walkie talkie and am not going to ruin my costume by carrying it around.
Arg. The after-con bitching has got me down.
It's raining though and that's pretty. The world is going to look so bright tomorrow or when it stops. Makes me glad everything is green around my house.
I started OSAP and got stumped so waiting for dad to come home or my boyfriend so I can ask either of them how to proceed when I don't have the correct government page to answer one question about income.
I also drew this. Yay picture post. This is my verison of kronos from www.zero-lucidity.com. He's suppose to be best friends with Rin and can control time using his guns. Pretty cool, eh?
I plan to doodle the rest of the day and watch FLCL that Robyn let me borrow.
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[Tuesday
May 26th, 2009
7:12pm] |
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Robyn and I might go to a photoshoot like thing tomorrow. I'm kinda excited but after looking in the mirror I feel a bit nervous. I'm really skinny. ._.; Not good skinny and I've been eating a lot of weighty stuff too.
arg. Will gain weight somehow.
Drew a cool gunner picture.
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| Song time |
[Tuesday
May 26th, 2009
7:07pm] |
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Trying to write a gunners personality, I came up with a little splurg of a guns point of view. Neither good or evil, non-judgmental, only wanting to be of use to their owner and see them safe and sound at the end of the day.
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[Tuesday
May 26th, 2009
4:01pm] |
Something felt missing from Anime North this year, though no one seems to be able to figure out what. There wasn't any big con-drama which is good and should have made things easier. I just felt like I was being pulled in six different directions by groups who wanted me to participate in their activity, while trying to do my own as well and what I promised people I would attend weeks before the convention even happened.
Anyway, I had a great time. Saw a lot of awesome costumes and had plenty of pictures taken. I'm glad to be back home safe and sound and able to relax with family and boyfriend for a while before I have to return to work.
Making corn on the cob tonight. Cheers.
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[Tuesday
May 19th, 2009
3:59pm] |
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No soda means Tashi is very tired today and brain keeps trying to turn off. I survive though and have successful cleans and organized my room, a task that should be given to a small army with an unlimited supply of garbage bags.
If you haven't heard. THIS WEEKEND IS ANIME NORTH. And probably the biggest reason behind why I've been ignoring everything here and online. Organizing eight people around the country is a tough task when you have to work a normal job at the same time. I did it. I pulled threw, and I am so happy and proud of my costumes this year. I'll have photos taken on Thursday by my very best friend Robyn, who is bringing her camera to our pre-anime north party/game night/BBQ.
I'm so excited.
Also meeting Kelly for the first time in real life. I hope I can finish her gift in time. It's just a collection of little poems and pictures and a black butterfly necklace. I knowi t's not much, but it's more personal then anything and that should count.
So I'm cosplaying Soubi from Loveless. Tsukasa from .hack/sign. and Axel from Kingdom Hearts.
Kelly is cosplaying Ritsuka from Loveless. Roxas from Kingdom Hearts and someone I keep forgetting that startswith a K.
Jessica-Lee is cosplaying pregnant Namine. Yes, pregnant. She's in reality having a baby, so we made it a hilariously awesome joke of what anime character is the father.
Sofija and Ashley are also cosplaying Soubi and Ritsuka from Loveless along with people I don't remember the names of from Hitman reborn.
Jason is cosplaying as Rin from Zero-Lucidity
Felecia is cosplaying Felecia from Zero-Lucidity
ITS GOING TO BE AWESOME
and yes I'll have pictures posted when I get back.
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[Sunday
May 10th, 2009
7:37am] |
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For every mother
sister
aunt
grandmother
and women out there
Today is your day. And you are loved.
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[Friday
May 8th, 2009
7:13am] |
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Small sketch I did this morning in the New Nikos Paintchat. Picture is of Ugress and Kara from the currently brainstorming project Seraphic. Ugress is sad, yes...yes he is. I won't tell why.
BTW. I don't know why all the pictures in my last entry won't work.
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